It's Been a While

I have not written in this blog in over a year and many, many things have changed. I married my very supportive and loving boyfriend Jordan. I sold my car, it was falling apart anyway. I am again trying to apply for disability for the second time this year. My daschund Princess passed away. That is a new hurt, that only happened last Friday. I'm coping as best I can, but I am very sad about it and it's throwing me through a bad mood episode. My husband lost his job at Walmart and is now working at McDonald's. Aslo my brother and his girlfriend's family moved in the upstairs of our house.

Two-thousand thirteen was a bit crazy.

But, I have come back to the idea of getting a service dog. It has been in the back of my head this whole time and I have really wanted to keep going with it, but my life has been in stasis. Things have been happening around me but even me getting married was a sort of inevitablity that just happened last year. (That doesn't mean that I love my husband any less, we had gotten married mostly because of insurance reasons though.) Being in one place like this can't work forever. I'm making progress in therapy and I've finally found medication that works. I feel like it's time that my actual life progresses. I want to work. If only so that when I go to a social event I can say "Yes, I work at ____________." 

At this point I just feel like I'm begginning to rant. I don't really know where 2014 will take me, but I'm hoping it will take me to a service dog.